"I guess I should be happy, but the truth is i am not. I still love you dearly nobody else can fill your slot”

"As my mouth opened and the words rolled off my tongue i suddenly realised what i had done. There was no turning back. No way to take back what I had just said my mind full of fear my heart full of dread. I whispered to myself you’ve made a mistake you cant turn it back, you’re already too late”